Saturday, June 26, 2010

What are you afraid of?

What is the thing you fear most?

It could be something physical or spiritual. Everyone who is currently living has something different their afraid of.

for this post i'll share some of my fears and if you readers want top share your fears please do so.

I have fear of being alone. not the left in a room by myself alone, but being alone spiritually and not having a single person to share my emotions with, or life for that matter.

I have a Fear of gaining weight in fact fear is not the right word to use... petrified thats a better word. (I'll elaborate more on this at a later time.)

I'm also afraid of not being able to stand up for what i believe to be Gods will for my life.

I also happen to be afraid of spiders and taking risks.

So those are some of my worst fears. if any readers want to share or relate please feel free to do so.

Friday, June 25, 2010

I hate American Airlines!

Hate isnt the word i should use perhaps loathe. yes loathe is much better.

So yesturday i'm sitting in the plane, its on the runway. for thirty minutes nothing happens, next the captain says "sorry everyone but the tower is telling us to not take off a storm is coming."

so the plane sits on the runway for an hour and a half. after that the plane takes off.

you would think whew! smooth sailing from here. WRONG!

the captain soon told everyone we have to take a longer route to dallas.

wait it gets worse.

we arive in dallas but guess what, we cant land because the airport has shut down all air traffic and we dont have enough gas so we have to fly to Oklahoma city...yeah

it takes 30 minutes to fill up on gas then leave to dallas. thankfully we get to land only now their is a delay to get to the gate. at this point every passenger is ready to kill the pilot myself included despite the fact the poor man is just doing his job.

six hours! thats how long it took to get to dallas. what was originaly suposed to be 3 hours, and all they do to make up for their mistake is a granola bar. the only good that came out of this was that i may have convinced a very nice lady who was sitting next to me and happens to live in philly to go check out beth emmanuel. i gave her the adress and phone number. heres hoping she goes.

after all that i obviously missed my connecting flight. so i go get put on the standby list and thankfully get on the plane. the rest is history.

P.s. there is alot of bad punctuation mainly because i'm lazy. ^_^

P.S.S. when i originally posted this i completely forgot to mention some of the blessings God did for me during this whole fiasco. The nice lady who sat next to me was nice enough to let me borrow her phone twice, including some random person waiting in a lobby, also God alowed my name to be called when i was on the standby list.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

My Family Pt1

Part of being able to relate to someone (in my opinion) is learning about their family.

My family is Mexican. for those who do not know mexicans are are very family oriented. Family is everything to us. I personally am not that family oriented however I do love my family. also most mexican families or big. I am part of a 7 person family.

Mother (Edna) age 48

Father (Carlos) age 50

Esther age 30

Sarah age 29

Andrew age 27

Joanna age 21

Aaron (me) age 18

My brother Andrew left home at age 24 (i think) married a woman name Olivia. He is currently living in Mississippi with his wife daughter Elizabeth, and son named David.

My sister Sarah lives in El paso with her daughter Lily

My sister Joanna lives on her own.

My sister Esther still lives with me my mom and dad.

i wish i had time to say more but i don't so i must go busy busy busy.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Introduction and what not

Well whats there to say? I'm 17 years old, i'm insecure, cynical, sarcastic, and rebellious. I guess you could say i'm exactly like every teenager out there. So why start a blog? To be honest when I figure that out i'll let all (insert # of followers here) of my followers know. However part of me hopes that this blog will help fellow teenage messianic jews with there walk, or rather give you guys something to relate to. Hopefully that will be the case. Please look forward to many more posts.