College, Illness, and Homework oh my!

So its been a long time since i wrote anythnig and now is as good a time as any.

the week started off with me having a near nervous breakdown on monday. I was nausious and dizzy, and I had a headache among other things. why was i nervous because i started college this week.

It was not until i went tot take a shower that i broke down crying my eyes for God to help me out. Right after i get out of the sower i felt like a million bucks. Praise the lord that all i can say.

So tuesday arrives i feel good and i start school. i get my backpack filled with my lunch and the needed materials. the whole day was rather easy i just sat in class and listened to the syllabus be explained.

wednesday arrives i get sick oh happy day thats just what i needed the week of school. I put up with it anyways and doo all my homework for thursday.

thursday arrives i'm still sick great just what i need a runny nose in class and only a few tissues to get me through the day. despite all this things go great. in my english class apparently i was the only smart one and baught my school books for english class. so everybody except me got dedducted points i on the other hand got extra credit.

Oh yeah i could tell everyone hated me.

speech class i had to listen to malcolm x and in government i was taught the roots of our government system. perhaps i'll learn why everything TAKES SO LONG!.

in any case school is going good i like my teachers and i learned to loathe unlotioned tissues!. heres hoping next week i'm healthy.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

So my family has come to visit this whole week my brother from another state. (forgot how to spell it so i wont bother.) my grandmother and aunt libby are here as well. things have been quite busy since they've arrived and i'm lucky i have this time to write at all. I quite enjoy them being here its just tiresome. But anyways just thought i'd share a quick random fact about myself.

I am incredibly impatient. When i put my mind to something that I want or want to do i get anxious and want to get it done right away it could be a toothbrush anything. Its not a good thing and lord willing i'll grow out of it.

Trust me

Trust is the biggest part of being a Christian its also one of the hardest.

Speaking for myself included why is it so hard for believers or all denominations to trust God unconditionally. I tend to think its because we cant see what God is doing in the background of our own lives. we sometimes see it in others and (speaking for myself) get jealous. We ask why doesn't God provide for me? or why doesn't God do something. or in some cases blame our selfs and degrade our selfs. I always found it interesting that Muslims and Buddhists most of the time will trust their fake God and yet we cant trust the one true God.

We may at first trust God saying "he'll come through for us." but when really bad things tend to happen we forget our trust completely and panic. Something i'm guilty of almost all the time (Lord help me to trust you!) i sometimes shout that in my head in a vain hope that he'll poof in front of me and say "Aaron i'm here, i'll take care of you don't worry."

It may not verbally happen but we know in the back of our head and in the bible that he will.

Just thought i'd share hope you guys get encouraged by this. all trust, faith, and glory belongs to God.

Praise the lord

Just yesterday i went to orientation it was interesting to say the least. It was not bad just not good either. To say it bluntly it was boring as could be. but after words i got home and i was ready to register for classes when i got home but could not figure it out. so i waited for my sister who helped me that night.

But a problem occurred several errors and a few other things. It would not let me register for 2 classes that i wanted. it drove me crazy to say the least. In the back of my mind i knew to just calm down and trust God. instead i got upset and angered and i'm not the greatest person to be around when i'm angry.

Oh Lord Why Do I Have Such A Hard Time Trusting You!

but i digress.

so this morning i wake up calm and once again trusting God. At least for now. i call the school to help and in five minutes its all fixed and i get my classes at the times i wanted them.

PRAISE THE LORD!

It also makes me realize i'm now entering a brand new phase in my life and i'm scared as heck. but i know that if just trust God i'll make it through. i just have to trust God. wont be an easy task for me.

Test results

Just a few hours ago i got the results from my test so here they are.

Reading 92%

Sentence skills 92%

Math 51%

Elementary Algebra 31%

Essay 5 (90%)

I can take college level reading courses and English while with math and algebra i have to take remedial which was expected. Thank the lord i did as well as i did also thank you to anyone who prayed for me and helped me with school. Now its off to college!

P.S. on a recent post i was talking about a pastor who said some stupid things i need to clarify that it wasn't the pastor but his elders. just thought i'd let everyone know.

Big decision

i have something important to announce. I have decided to not shave and grow a beard and mustache to see what it looks like....yeah. just thought i'd share. lol.

I"M ALIVE!!!!!

I haven't written in a long time so i thought i'd let everyone know i'm alive and well for that matter. the reason I have not been writing anything is because nothing has been happening. But just a few seconds ago i thought hey that'll be good to write about.

First however I think I should let everyone know that just yesterday I took the college entrance exam. It went well i think the English and reading comprehension was easy. The Math however was the hardest. At the end of the day i realized God was testing me in my faith with and regretfully i failed miserably. i was panicking left and right so that left me thinking to myself. How will I be able to to trust God for all the big things and events that are coming if i cant trust him to help me out with a test you cant fail. It lets me know i still got a long way to go.

In any case what i really wanted to talk about was something a "friend of mine El Paso said their pastor said"

What the Pastor said was

"if you watch Oprah your in the church of Satan and not God."

Now its pretty much common knowledge she has rebuked God and Jesus. but to say to someone your in the church of Satan for watching her is appalling. Now if your just sharing why you don't watch Oprah thats fine.

So think about this. If what this pastor says is true then were all in the church of Satan.

How do we know that apple wasn't grown in the field of a satanist. how about the steaks we eat or eggs. that company or market could support gay marriage. Its a known fact Ford supports gays. we better not buy ford, Pepsi is a supporter of Muslims i guess we shouldn't drink Pepsi. The Apartment complex i live in is run by a gay guy i guess i shouldn't live here. my clothes were made by Buddhist's in china.

What i'm trying to say is what he said is appalling and impossible to live by. we would have to live in the desert or forest or whatever environment your at, grow our own food, build our own houses and hope we survive.

In any case this is all my opinion if I offended any i appologize. if you don't eat watch or buy a product because of their beliefs thats fine. all i'm saying is don't tell everybody they are in the church of Satan for it.